Expectations

I am sitting here relaxing in my room and a thought just came to mind about my relationships and their expectations of me. I have always had this problem that I go over and beyond for people that are in my life regardless of my past with them but now I have come to realize that nobody really does that anymore because I guess people are too busy, don't care or they just plain out don't consider me a friend. I know I am not the perfect friend but I tend to be on the better end of a friend than not. When I mean friend I am kind of generalizing it, it also means relative as well. I guess the one true earthly friend that I have right now is my husband. I would say my mother but she doesn't really fall into this category because she is a mom and she will always be there for me no matter what. Yes I am truly blessed. But anyways, getting back to what I was saying, my husband really has been the only person that I have been able to trust with my whole heart. He has never lied to me and treated me wrong. Even when we were friends, he respected me when I was dating other people and when I needed advice he was always there. I can call on him at anytime and he always has encouraging words. Some people don't agree with him or may not even know him but to be honest it doesn't matter what anyone thinks...he is my husband.

But what I am trying to get at is that the expectations of other people in my life are a little crazy. I also have had expectations for other people as well but they have always let me down. My husband has never let me down....ever.

I guess then to finish out this blog I would have to say I am a lucky girl for having this man in my life. My bestfriend and lover is my husband, Artie. Happy 8th Anniversary baby!!!